O ‘Allah, I need you….
I need your love, your forgiveness, & most importantly I need your guidance. I’m tired of falling back into the same cycle of defeat, & feeling completely hopeless.
This whirlwind of confusion is leading me nowhere but to the dark depths of the unknown & no one around me seems to understand, & that’s why if they really notice.
I’m finding myself farther & farther away from the truth than when I started.
I’m sorry I keep making the same mistakes & I’m sorry I keep breaking my promise.
And although I know I don’t deserve your kindness & endless amount of chances that you gracefully give, I’m grateful or everything you’ve done.
I know that no amount of people can save me from this heaviness in my heart & the darkness that consumes my troubled mind…
So until then Ya ‘ALLAH, please don’t ever give up on me & never leave my side…
Without you I’m nothing, but with you & only you, does my peace & contentment lie.