Dearly hated boyfriend, sorry ex-boyfriend, I am writing this open letter for you in order to embarrass you and make you realize that you don’t deserve me, you never actually did. but man! I salute you for the mind games you played with my naive innocent brain. I remember I was in my early puberty when while walking across the street from my school to home I used to check out not you but your 6 ft tall friend standing with you. At that times I was just a little new teenager girl in her early puberty experiencing all those feelings, that everyone feels during secondary hormonal changes yes I don’t solely blame you for breaking my heart and my soul, the reprehensible were also me and my parents as they didn’t have told or warn me that I might feel butterflies whenever I see a boy above of the fact either good looking or not, as my heart had beaten for you and as now I have discovered you as not so attractive in looks and below average, and at that time I was not also good as I am now as I was an asthama patient but now I am young, healthy, nourished, shiny and beautiful and you turned out to be the smae exact opposite of all that.I still remember how much I had changed myself for you. I started wearing abaya cause you were on suspicion with me, I stopped talking to my class fellows who were boys as you turned to be hulk for no reasons at all, I remember I cried night and night in your memoirs, I cut my wrist with a blade for no reason, I started failing my tests my percentage dropped from 78% to 72%, now I can’t believe I did all this for a jerk like you
It took five years for me to forget you, but after continuously asking you for years the reason for breaking up me and finding all other reasons except one in which I found peace and was the true one, the reason was this you said ” you were too open to everyone about our affair” and yes you also started the rumours of me kissing you, sadly for which I denied and you broked up so it means you didn’t have the balls to acept me or our so-called relationship yes you told me that truth when you realised according to your statistical calculations by far more or less I am the most probable good looking girl you might get as a wife who will obey you as well.
NOTE: this is a message to all the young girls out there watch out you might be the next Devdas, don’t waste your time, your education, your emotions, you might deserve someone better than that idiot who is with you just for lust.